Does it count as a surrender?

Does it count as a surrender?

If your soul has been defeated

By the humbling lows, and martyr's dust

Of ones once self conceited

Might it count as true submission?

When we're on the narrow path

But not because of righteous toil

But for grace from heavens wrath?

I've many things I don't deserve

including things are good

But most of all I don't deserve

His Mercy I've understood

So really, practically speaking

His will is now my goal

Because in my lowest moments, still

He chose to save my soul